Sunday, April 4, 2010

bittersweet



Opening day is today. Baseball! The Pirates start tomorrow.

The Yankees and Red Sox play tonight. Blah. They can't both lose, can they?

Mired in unemployment. Or pseudo-unemployment.

The Pirates are most likely going to stink again. I won't get my hopes up.

I feel lonely.

When you don't have anything to do, sometimes it feels like there is too much time during the day. It doesn't make sense, but it's true, for me at least. I only have so many years to live. Shouldn't I cherish every moment? Does everybody feel like this sometimes?

What do people do when they want to feel alive? Where do they go? What's it all about? One can only watch The Loved One and Harold and Maude so many times.

I should say, "happy Easter!"

Is it a happy Easter? I think those days are gone, for me. I'd like to have a conversation with Jesus.

I should like hockey more.

What will save me from a drinking binge?

Dancing
is a nice distraction. Can kind of make you feel like you have your life together.

I feel lonely.

How excited should you get about Pirates opening day?

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