What it's like

I retreated into myself. I think I am okay now. It was so hot for October lately that I don't think I could function normally. But here's the thing: I thought about the Better Butter Blog, and what it was, and what it has become, and what if it was all over. And I said to myself, "no, Curt, it isn't time yet. One year, 365 posts, you must make it at least that far, or you are not a man", because I am very sensitive to any challenge to my manhood so sometimes that is the way I have to motivate myself.

So, for myself, I am going to "push my limits" and make it to 365. You are probably thinking, "it's just a silly blog, usually he doesn't even say anything at all, why is he acting like it's such a miracle to do that 365 times?" And I understand what you mean, but it really isn't that easy. Try it! You'll find out.

Think about taking your medications. You have to do it every day, and it's easy, but sometimes you forget! Or sometimes you are just not in the same house where your medications are at the time you need to take them (which may or may not be your fault) but anyways, there it is, you didn't take your medications, and now you're feeling lightheaded and a little out of control. See what I mean?

That's what it's like.