Talking

I like the way people talk. I like the way people hide things from themselves.
Sometimes, I wonder, "Curt, what are you hiding from yourself?"
Sometimes, I talk past myself, or at least I feel like I am, but only after I've talked to myself. What makes a good conversation? Moving further away, or getting closer to--
Uncomfortable. Urges. Closer. No. Why not?
Bring me sadness.
I think a fair amount.
Laugh at stupid things, things that aren't really funny. Laugh like this--"Hahaheeheehee!"
Will this make it easier?
Go away.
Think, "What am I reading?"
Think, "This is junk."
Pretend that nothing happened.
Grow pink.