I noticed a sign today that someone had posted, as I was walking dog-less. I was dog-less because many things have not been going right for me lately, things that I am too ashamed to have brought up in this space. Part of me feels as though I should have mentioned what has been going on, but part of me feels that it is better this way. You should know that I am moving on, because I have to. Warden and Regrette are in the past, existing only in memory now with Stella. This is where we are. I am still living with my father, but I am still working my two jobs, and I am very ready to move out.
This sign that I saw said:
Fulfill Your Dream!!!! Record A Song in a Professional Recording Studio!!! $100
$100 dollars does not feel like so much to me today as it might have a year ago. And I think I am ready to express myself, in a big way. And I do not have to work tomorrow, miracle of miracles.
Tomorrow I am going to write a song, and I am going to make a phone call.
I think I have a lot of things to say.
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